2/11/12 Accountability

My goodness! I need to realize that weekends are NOT a break! Terrible day today. I have two tests coming up I need to be studying for. Instead, I get two babysitting inquiries for today, which I mean is great, I could use the money, but it just kind of threw off my schedule in terms of exercise, health, and school work. Ate terrible because I wasn't at home during meals really, no exercise, and hardly any homework. Yeah, I got money, but BOO.

Food Journal...

Breakfast: Cereal, strawberries, almond milk,

Non-fat caffe latte from Starbucks on the way to babysit (I had to be there at 8am)

Lunch: I was with the kids, and they requested Mac N Cheese for lunch. I made it for them, and while I scoured the pantry for anything really healthy, I came up with just a granola bar (the Quaker Oats one, so it's really NOT healthy) and had Mac N Cheese too. No veggies of any kind :( All they had was just canned.

Dinner: I had a small spinach salad at 5ish before I left to work another babysitting job at 6. I was getting hungry at like 6:30, and they had pizza for me and the little kid. So.... freaking Pizza for dinner

That's right, folks! Today I ate the same meals as 5 year olds. And let me tell ya... it wasn't pretty. And to make it worse, I had NO exercise.

Exercise for the day...

Well, considering the fact that I was babysitting from 8-1 and 6-10, and had two tests to study for (not to mention being exhausted) I did NOT EXERCISE AND I HATE IT.

As terrible as it sounds, with Spring Break only a month away, I really want to work hard. Just to show some improvement in myself when I go home. I have no babysitting tomorrow. So that means, time for a SERIOUS work out! Hopefully the day will go something like this...

8-9: Wake up, breakfast, get ready for the day (HEALTHY)

9-10: Study

10:30-12 : GYM

12:30-1:30 shower and Study

1:30-2:30 break and lunch

I swear, study for the rest of the day!

JUST BEEN A VERY BUSY AND STRESSFUL WEEKEND. I want to be healthy and make a change in my body. Not for appearance, but for health. I can't let this get derailed. Not this time. It's been too long since I've had this goal, and I'm not waiting around any more. I know I will slip up at times, but some things just can't be helped. I can't change who I am or what I like, but I can improve for healthier habits.

And just to add to the general crapiness, I'm starting to pick and bite at my nails again due to stress...