Monday, September 26, 2011

More drawing


Yep! I knew it wouldn't be the end of Lion King posts for today :P

Got in another rare drawing mood. But what to draw?? Obviously Lion King, but what to draw....

Then I decided- you know what? I'm up for a challenge. I've never drawn Scar before, so I'll just start out with an easy picture, and see how this goes.

Well, one hour later, and...

Tada!

I like it! I can definitely tell there's room for improvement, but for a first picture, I'm gonna say it's good. Scar was actually fun to draw, cause it's alot different than other characters. Different shapes and angles. Alot more harsh and pointed than when I drew Simba and Nala a while back.

I hope to draw some more later this week.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

LION KING!!!!

I FINALLY DID IT!!! Aaaaah!!! I FINALLY saw Lion King in 3-D!!! Oh my gosh, seriously, so amazing. This post is pretty much gonna be a play-by-play of the whole experience, just because I am THAT happy about it.

Driving to the theater, I just kept thinking, "This is finally happening! I can't believe it! After months and months, I am finally seeing Lion King!" I decided to listen to the soundtrack on the way to get me pumped. It worked.

Once I got my ticket, I walked into the theater and was just jittery with excitement. When the Disney logo came up, I knew it was coming!!!

*Black Screen* Hearing animals and sounds of the savannah. I was about to die with anticipation. And then... "NAAAAAH SAVENYAAAA BABABEGGESSSEEE BABA!!!" THE SUNRISE!!! The moment I had waited for had finally come. It is such a beautiful movie. When Zazu was flying towards pride rock, I realized how amazing this movie is going to look. Just that part itself looked so amazing, I couldn't wait to see how the rest of the movie was going to turn out. At the end of the song, when 'The Lion King' title came on the screen, I was totally tearing up at this point :) And even just the next little scene when Scar is talking to the mouse, I remembered watching this scene in the theater so many years ago. Even 17 years later, it still was as intriguing as ever. Even in the scene when it shows a thunderstorm in the savannah while Rafiki is painting Simba on the tree, I couldn't get over how beautiful the rain looked! And seeing the lightning in the distance- I had never noticed that before.
I remembered watching the scene in the theater when I was a kid, when Simba is annoying Mufasa to wake up and stuff, and thinking he was so cool!
'I Just Can't Wait To Be King' was alright in 3-D. Nothing too spectacular about it, but it was still just as fun as ever. The Elephant Graveyard was so scary, just like back in the day! But the 3-D made the scenery look so amazingly detailed and just really amazing quality. When Mufasa was giving Simba the whole "Look at the Stars" speech, it kinda gave me chills a bit. It just looked so beautiful and the sky really did look like it could go on forever, and the stars twinkling looked so real!
Now one of the big surprises for me in the movie, was 'Be Prepared.' I mean, I always thought it was a pretty badass song/scene for a villian, but WOW- in 3-D it was just epic! I wasn't thinking about that scene at all when I thought about what parts would be cool in 3-D, but I'm telling you what, the last minute or so of the song when Scar is rising up on the cliffs and all the hyenas are dancing around, I had major goosebumps! It was just so intense! I never realized this while watching it before. I think my mouth was open a little bit because I was so taken back :P
And then... the stampede. As soon as the scene went to the overhead shot of the gorge, I just thought to myself, "Ohhhh shit!" You know what's about to happen. When Simba roared and the rocks started shaking, I knew it was coming!!! Oooooh snap! I was on the edge of my seat! I mean, with the 3-D you got such a bigger scale of the stampede! You could see the layers and layers of Simba running through hundreds of wildebeests, and it kind of made me see how dangerous this really was (like, you know for Simba and stuff). It was just really cool! And then when Mufasa ran in the stampede, I was just like, "Nonononooooo!!!" cause you know what's coming. It was heart-wrencing! And then seeing Scar throw him off the cliff- ohhhhh man! It was so sad! What got me crying a bit was when Simba sees his Dad and is all like, "Dad? Dad get up. We gotta go home!" and is crying out for help and all. Yeah, there was a definite sniffle in the theater. When Scar came up on the screen, I was sooo mad :P I just thought to myself, "Jerk." Haha.
Another thing that surprised me was when Simba was running away from the hyenas and scrambling through the thorns- it looked so cool!!! The 3-D made it all just right there in your face, and look like the thorns were everywhere! When Banzai gets all covered with thorns, it cracked me up just like it did back in the day, and I felt like I was 5 again. Some things never change.
'Hakuna Matata' was really fun, as always. It was just so cool to see and feel it all on the big screen again! I kept thinking the whole time, "I was so lucky to have truly grown up with this movie. I was the perfect age when it came out, so it really is a huge part of my childhood and growing up."
Fast-forward a bit. Scar and Zazu singing the coconut song still cracks me up.

'Can You Feel The Love Tonight' was so pretty!!! The scenery looked amazing, and it all just felt like pure Disney magic. It was so beautiful and moving as always, and I really loved it. Then... Simba's kind of a jerk to Nala. Oh well!
The movie kind of goes at a bit of a slower pace for a while, but then the next thing that literally had my mouth open in awe, was with the whole Mufasa/cloud thing. It was so powerful! Totally not expecting that. And it made me feel really sad, too! Like, dude, Simba thinks he killed is Dad?? But then his spirit comes back and is like, "Hey, Son, I'm still disappointed in you." :P and when Simba decides to go back, and there's the epic African singing and Rafiki cheering... oh man. It was awesome.

Almost done! making it to the homestretch.

The fight at Pride Rock. Oh. My. Gosh. Can I just say, "Wow!" I knew it was about to be totally awesome when Scar was like all yelling and stuff at Simba and it was all swirling around. I knew it was about to be so intense and epic! And then when the lightning struck, and the fire started as Simba was hanging off the cliff- it was so cool! It looked like the embers were floating right in front of you! When Scar and Simba were fighting in slow-motion, it was really awesome. Like, I can't even describe what it was like. I always used to think that it was kind of cheesy, but in the theater, it really did feel how it was supposed to feel: Epic! And then the moment where I was like, "Oooohhhmmyyygoooosh!" When Scar jumped through the fire at Simba, it was like he was jumping towards YOU! It was REALLY neat! Totally not expecting that.
When Rafiki said "It is time." and Simba starts walking up Pride Rock, I just felt so happy! I just couldn't get over that this was really happening: I was totally reliving my childhood, and this movie still felt as special to me as ever. When Simba roared and all the lions joined in, and the movie was ending with everything back to the way it was, I felt a little choked up! Knowing how much this movie means to me, and knowing that I have gotten to relive it again just made me so happy. "Circle of Liiiiiiiiife!" *dooooom! Black Screen*
Even the credits brought back memories! Just hearing the music took me back to 1994/95, and I remembered loving this movie so much as a kid. It was always so special to me to see it, and really- even hearing the credits music filled me with so much emotion.
I walked out of the theater feeling like I was on Cloud 9. Yes, I went by myself, but I would have much rather gone by myself than not at all! I still am on a blissful high right now of happiness, but am even more happy to discover that Disney has decided to keep it out in the theaters longer! YAY!!!!!!!!!! I totally am going to see it again. Seriously, I really want to. I want to see it with my family. I want to go home the weekend of the 30th or the 9th, and quite honestly, I am going to choose which weekend depending on if Lion King is going to be out or not. If It will still be out on the weekend of the 9th, then I will go home then. If not- then it's the weekend of the 30th for me! I just need my family to understand that we are GOING to see it together!

Aaaah.... seriously. I am just so happy. Might blog more later if I still can't contain my enthusiasm!

Tomorrow.

So, this'll be another little stupid quickie-rant post. nbd. No one probably reads this anyways (goody)

Well, I'm for sure 100%, don't-care-if-I'm-alone, going to see Lion King tomorrow. Obviously, this whole 'coming out in theaters again' is a big deal for me, because I love Disney so much. Helloooo! This is ME we're talking about. And of all Disney, Lion King holds a very special place in my heart. Always has, always will. I think it is the epitome peak of the Disney films, which is totally obvious considering the fact that they're re-releasing it in 3-D and it was number 1 at the box office. It got $30 million dollars in three days, while the second place movie didn't even make half that much. Just goes to show that even 17 years later, Lion King is still amazing.

Well, I'm going alone tomorrow. Am I upset about that? Yes. Is that going to stop me from going? No. This has been on radar since I first heard about this last May, and I knew I was going to have to go. But you know what? I d0 wish I was going with someone! For the memories! And being like, "Oooh!! Aaah! Memories" together. It's gonna be kinda lame-ass to go alone, because for me, half the fun is just reliving the movie together afterwards! Talking about what you liked, what you didn't like, what you loved, and even though I've seen this movie hundreds of times in my life, it's on a whole new level! The last time I saw this movie in theaters, I was 5!

I just quite honestly felt like such a loser for being like, "Hey! I'm 21 and I'm super pumped about a Disney movie! Who wants to go with me??? No one? anyone? No? Ok..." The cheese stands alone.

Times like this, I wish I had kids, so my Disney love could be justified.

I almost got to go see it with my Dad this weekend which would have been perfect! Like, beyond perfect! I was so excited about it, and looking forward to it for days (I mean, I was ECSTATIC just counting down the hours) but then Dad understandably had to change plans. I knew he was busy, I just don't think he understand how much this would've meant to me. It was me, Dad, and my sister that would go see 'Lion King' together in the theater and all that stuff, so it would have been kinda neat to do that all over again. Plus, I would've known, "Yes! I don't have to go alone! I want to share this experience with someone!"

I've just quite honestly been feeling really lonely lately, and this just kind of emphasized it for me. Just this evening, I sent out probably like 10 texts to friends in town being like, "Oh, hey! I'm gonna go see Lion King tomorrow, since it's the last weekend it's out, if you wanna join :)" And I waited... and waited... 8 hours later, I still never got a response from anyone. I seriously felt like such a loser! At first, I thought maybe they didn't send, but then one person responded and said they couldn't. Hey, I at least appreciated the reply!

This post is being a little longer than I planned.

I have never been to a movie alone before in my life. Ever. I mean, I'm totally going. No one can stop me. I will enjoy this movie like no other, and probably blog about my excitement tomorrow. I'm really super looking forward to it, but at the same time.... does not ONE person want to go with me? Am I really that lame-ass? I'm really trying hard not to be.

I just have a really odd feeling right now of excitement and sadness. I know I'm gonna love the movie tomorrow and just the whole experience, but what about the friend/family part of it? Even little things, like taking your picture in front of the poster, or in the theater with your 3-D glasses? It's not just the movie you go for: it's the experience with ones you love.

Sometimes, I forget who I've given this blog too. If anyone does read this, I promise, I'm not always so sullen about life. If anyone ever reads these things and takes offense, I don't mean anything against you. Sometimes I just say things on here to get it out of my system, no matter who might read it.

Ok, well enough of that. I am really really really really really excited. But because I am really really really really excited and don't have anyone to tell that to without feeling judged, I feel like a loser. Who says I have to end a blog on a positive note?

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Selfish

Sometimes, I feel like an extremely selfish person. I am torn between what is right and wrong and how I should feel. I know how I feel, I'm just not sure how I feel about it.


Hahahahaha, I love how this is turning into some sort of Alice in Wonderland riddle!

All I know is, right now, I feel really happy, and I only wish I had someone to share this happiness with. That's all. I feel like I have pop-rocks in my chest from excitement, but it's being suppressed down due to the fact that there's no way of releasing it. It's a very odd feeling. A very odd feeling, indeed. It feels like there's a burst of light bouncing off the walls in my heart, looking for a release, but since there's no way to share these emotions, it's just stuck- waiting for someone to share it with.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Jessica's Wedding

Oh my gosh, what a BEAUTIFUL WEDDING!

I cannot stress enough how beautiful it was.

It was crazy being at the church that was always used for family reunions and such, but being there for my cousin's wedding??!?! amazing.

Her dress was simply stunning, and so were the flowers and bridesmaids dresses and everything. Even Aunt Nancy's dress was perfect.


The ceremony was beautiful and not boring like some weddings can be. When Kathryn walked down the aisle and was crying, well that made me cry! And then when I saw Jessica, that made me cry even more! :P I don't care at all that I cried at the wedding.

The reception was amazing too. It was very modern and looked like it belonged on WE TV or something! It was really fun, and things like that just always make me thankful that I am so close to my cousins and family.

I love them all so much, and miss them even more when we have to leave. There's talk of maybe having a big camping trip (hopefully in October) which I think would be SO MUCH FUN!

An amazing weekend.

Monday, September 5, 2011

F*** yeah!

Couldn't sleep. Found old school episodes of Sailor Moon that I haven't seen in at least a decade...

Childhood nostalgia awakened!

HECK YES

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