Selfish

Sometimes, I feel like an extremely selfish person. I am torn between what is right and wrong and how I should feel. I know how I feel, I'm just not sure how I feel about it.

Hahahahaha, I love how this is turning into some sort of Alice in Wonderland riddle!

All I know is, right now, I feel really happy, and I only wish I had someone to share this happiness with. That's all. I feel like I have pop-rocks in my chest from excitement, but it's being suppressed down due to the fact that there's no way of releasing it. It's a very odd feeling. A very odd feeling, indeed. It feels like there's a burst of light bouncing off the walls in my heart, looking for a release, but since there's no way to share these emotions, it's just stuck- waiting for someone to share it with.