I was just watching a movie, and there's this just random part of a song that always reminds me of 'The Little Mermaid' just because of some notes and the music and singing and stuff. I didn't think anything of it, so I turned to her and said jokingly, "This part always reminds me of 'The Little Mermaid!" and instead of her asking why or anything, she just gave me this look of pure disgust that made me feel so embarrassed and I just felt shot down.
I know that I'm a dork, but I thought I could be that way around my mom and and not feel ashamed of it. My dad, it's a different story. We just have a different relationship, and he I guess understands more. Mom just doesn't realize what she does when she ridicules things I do or say.
I just really was not in the mood to watch the movie with her after that, so I just went in the bathroom to cool off and probably stop blushing because I felt so embarrassed. I just hated that look she gave me. Just like anyone else would. It seemed to say, "Loser." and I just hated that. At least I felt like one. Thanks a freaking lot, mom. I really needed a good dose of reality.
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